What is the cause?

I'm using Jolanda Tarot for very personal and difficult matters, it seems. I had a very hard time and I was wondering what led to that situation. I pulled cards on St. Andrew's Eve to see it more clearly.

3 of Wands, XI Strength, XVI The Tower

My fire, my creative force (XI) got trapped behind the crates (3/Wands), probably connected to new challenges in my life, meaning becoming a mother. The fire got imprisoned in XVI The Tower and that led to my suffering.

December - monthly read

This month I used Kat Black's Golden Tarot.

Atmosphere of the month, important events: Knight of Cups

Health: 6 of Swords, VI The Lovers

The baby: Ace of Cups

Painting: King of Coins, 2 of Wands

I see myself as Galahad, who sometimes inevitably comes to mind when I look at the Knight of Cups card. I will be searching for my Grail, my new path and health. With the baby I will succeed: the Ace of Cups is there! As for my health, I'm starting a long journey (6/Swords) that should take me to my paradise lost (VI), to my balance and wellbeing. It won't be an easy journey, but it's good that I'm starting it. With painting in December I probably won't make too much of improvement, I see myself stopping again, but maybe that King will use the tools he's looking at?

November - monthly read

This time... I was on time :D

This month I used Tarot of the White Cats.

Atmosphere of the month, important event: XVII The Star

Health: 7 of Wands

Baby: Queen of Wands, XII The Hanged Man

Writing: 7 of Swords, XV The Devil

How I love the method of adding a card into the direction where the person on the card is looking. It makes the reading easier for me. For example, in "Baby" section I pulled the Hanged Man first and then pulled the Queen, which made things more understandable. I did the same with The Devil and 7/Swords.

This month should bring some hope and a chance for self-development (The Star).

With health I still will be struggling, maybe I will have problems with my running due to colder weather (7/Wands).

The baby will still be quite dependent on me (The Hanged Man looking at the Queen of Wands).

With writing things start looking fishy, I should probably be careful... (7/Swords, The Devil).

Edit: the cards look very clear now. 7/Wands for health indeed meant struggle, struggle, struggle... I had a cold and depression issues. I felt like that cat fighting many enemies.
With the baby I felt almost trapped, like the Hanged Man, with no chance of escaping. 7/Swords and The Devil show the moment, when I felt like I was in hell (XV) and went for a walk between 4 and 5 a.m., when it was still dark, with the hood on my head... Just like the cat from 7/Swords card. Then I contacted the publishing house again - and I got an answer. The Star shows, that it was a positive one.