St. Andrew's Eve

St. Andrew's Eve (29.11) in Poland is a special night - a night for fortunetelling! Traditionally it was for young girls to ask when and to whom they will get married, but also what will happen in the forthcoming year and other questions. I thought it would be a good time to ask a question that's been bugging me for years now.

There was a person in my life with whom the relationship was always difficult. We were strongly drawn to each other, but he couldn't make up his mind of what he wants from me, which caused a lot of suffering, of course. Even though the pulling towards him was so strong, that recently I started suspecting, that maybe we've met in former lives? In fact, I'm not even sure if I believe in reincarnation, but somehow the idea appeared in my mind. Although I haven't been romantically involved with him for years, the problem still bothers me.

So I asked the cards whether we've met before and what to do. I used Jolanda Tarot for the first time and the power of the message surprised me!

The middle row:

1. Who I was? VI The Lovers

2. How was our first meeting? XIX The Sun

3. Who was he? King of Wands

The one card below:

4. What is the reason of our relations being so complicated? 4 of Cups

Three cards at the bottom:

5-7. What happened in the past? 10 of Swords, 5 of Swords, Queen of Swords

Three cards at the top:

8-10. The path to heal that relation. 2 of Cups, 3 of Cups, XII The Hanged Man.

So if we've met, we were important to each other, maybe even a married couple, but there came a lot of suffering (probably to him - 5 of Swords), maybe because of me (Queen of Swords). The Swords are so expressive... That's why he was reluctant to be with me and at the same time drawn to me. The things I can do: continue as friends, be kind to him, not do anything harsh and maybe some meditation would be good. But everything should be fine. I see peace there.

Well... Who knows? :)